Wow!!! That is an under statement. We came home from the hospital last night around 7:30. We were told that the blood they took on Friday was contaminated. From my understanding, all of the blood taken that day came back positive for bacteria. So.....we were able to leave the hospital taking 3 types of antibiotics. This is a good thing because we were going to be put on antibiotics anyway in order to have the hernia surgery. The surgery is going to take place early Thursday morning ,and we will be admitted into Arnold Palmer Hospital on Wednesday. I would be lying if I said I am not scared to have the surgery. There could be many complications that arise. We are praying for NO complications. I know that our Heavenly Father has gone before us MANY times before and HE will continue to do so. God says if we have the faith of a mustard seed we can move mountains....well, I want that much faith to move this mountain for our baby Jameson. He has overcome so many things. He is now a pound heavier, 2 weeks older and more cute :). He is one of God's many blessings in our lives.
I have changed my prayers many time through out this journey. My prayers have been ones of silences, anger, pain, and frustration. All the time, experiencing what it is truly like to have a personal relationship with Creator God. He gives us emotions and we have had many. At times, I have wondered is He a loving God? If He was a loving God ;then How could he have made it so clear for us to have this baby? His will WAS for us to have a healthy baby and somehow there was a MISTAKE(see this is where my frustration is). Someone prayed the day Jameson was born that this skin disease did not surprise God and what an amazing statement. God DID NOT MAKE A MISTAKE. He made a perfect little baby boy. Jameson has 10 fingers and 10 toes. He has beautiful lips and that I cannot stop kissing. He is loved by soooooooo many and most of all he is loved by Jesus. What I think Jameson is missing (his skin), is really a lie . Jameson has it all; he is loved by an amazing God that gave him everything he needs for life and godliness. What a wonderful life he has; he is right in the center of God's will. That is true PEACE!!!!